babby

2009-04-02T00:10:00.001-07:00

gersloveshopping.blogspot.com

2009-03-07T08:44:00.001-08:00

BLOG CHANGED!

2009-02-21T09:12:00.000-08:00

i have enough of you!
ehh when did i let you wear green hat?
when i with ahh boyy i already neber contact you or so close with you already.
when i stead with bf, i neber contact with ahh boyy.
and this is so call wear green hat?
fcuk you lar, stop acting innocent to other gers.
you just suck!
you think that you are handsome?
come on you just take money to woo gers onli.
but all the money is nort yours, the money is from your parents.
SHUT UP! CHEE BYEE KIA! YOU ARE JUST A USELESS GUY TO MI OR EVERYONE WHO REALLY KNOWS ABOUT YOU!

2009-02-19T08:17:00.000-08:00

SPEECHLESS

FUCK!!!

IHATEYOU!!!

2009-02-18T09:15:00.000-08:00

will you be mine forever?

2009-01-30T05:43:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR 1ST DAY!

Stay at the way at ah ma house, didn't even went to any of my dad side house.
mum and dad went over there onli, sis came back home stay aFEWdays and went back to his bf house.
went party world with da korkor and the rest, 10 of us total.
then headed to da korkor house at kovan play mahjong.
back home at 2plus.

MYSELF AND DA KORKOR

SHUN QUAN, SHUN AN AND SHUXIAN

2ND DAY!
went to er yi house for a visit.
then headed to boyy ahh ma house.
then...
headed back home.

3RD DAY!
stay at home whole day, as everyone came to my house.
boyy came too, finally BF CAME.
2years back my BF DIDN'T EVEN CAME TO MY HOUSE to bai nian.
and finally i gort a new bf and he came to my house.
sister bring her bf came also.
WHAT I CAN SAY IS I DUN LIKE HIM!
HIS SUCK!

shuxian : eh jie you coming back home today anort?
shumei : she didn't reply...
her bf : why? she already 25years old liao.
coming back or nort you care so much for what?
shuxian : i care her cannort mea?

WTF! CHAO CHEE BYE.

then my mum ask everyone to keep a look at my sister bf.
da korkor and dajiejie at there talking with my uncle about drugs.
sister bf add in and say until he also know alot about it also.
well... i dunno.
qiu ang ask my mum that does she like my sister bf anort she say no.
mum say her bf abit look like gort take drugs.

when sister and her bf going out, mum ask wether he want orange back anort.
shumei : dun need lar.
her bf : who say no need? gort give jiu must have return want leii. (with ahh beng tone)

NEXT DAY WORK
AND TODAY IS OFF DAY.
I DUN FEEL LIKE WORKING ANYMORE.
I DUN LIKE THIS JOB, AND OF COURSE THE CHINA GIRL I WORKING WITH.

2009-01-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

i pass my illness to baby.
he gort food poison and fever.
his feeling unwell now.
hope he get well soon.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-01-21T20:31:00.000-08:00

didn't went for work during mon, wed and thurs...
monday went shopping change my new year clothes as my mum found out that gort a hole.
wed and thurs has been sick...
nort feeling well for stomach... i dunno why...
vomit everything out... what the...
when feel like vomiting faster ran to toilet half way vomit and vomit again end up i vomit at living room.
fcuk! boyy have to clean up for mi.
thanks baby for taking care for mi.
LOVE YOU!!!

2009-01-19T23:36:00.000-08:00

Birthday post!

went out with baby and qiuang shopping then headed to eat pizza hut.
super hungry and baby scold mi for always late want.
LOL everytime i need to spent 1hours before i go out.

table is full of foods as onli 3 of us but we order 4person meal.
what the.... super full after eating everything.

qiuang and mi...

what ever it is i know i'm super ugly in this photos.
boyfriend sang toopiid birthday song

UGLY BOYFRIEND WITH PRETTY GIRLFRIEND
I'M GONNA KILL BY BOYFRIEND IF HE SAW THIS.

FRIENDS

PRO, USE STRAW!
ITS DURIAN CAKE WHICH BABY DAD MADE FOR MI
THANKS UNCLE (:

MYSELF (:

i gonna bath now and meeting boyy at tampines mall, if nort i will be late and he gonna scold mi again. HAHAS!

2009-01-14T07:00:00.000-08:00

WILL BE ORDERING THIS, ANYONE INTERESTED TO BUY?

Japan Style V-Neck + Checks Cotton Dress

Fabric: Knitted Cotton
Descriptions: Length 92cm, Bust 80~100cm, Sleeves 15cm, Shoulder 42cm
w/Out Inner & Belt

Tulip & Cake Layers Silky Satin Cocktail Dress - Black

Fabric: Silky Satin
Descriptions: Length 78cm, Bust 60-80cm
Elastic on the back with Zipper

Adorable Bud & Balloon Silky Satin Party Dress - Black
Fabric: Silky Satin
Descriptions: Length 72cm, Bust 62~80cm
Elastic on the back with Zipper
w/Out Scarf

Adorable Bud & Balloon Silky Satin Party Dress - Voilet
Fabric: Silky Satin
Descriptions: Length 72cm, Bust 62~80cm
Elastic on the back with Zipper
w/Out Scarf

Tasteful Big Ribbon A-Line Short Party Dress - Gray
Fabric: Silky Satin
Descriptions: Length 70cm, Bust 70~88cm
Elastic on the back with Zipper

Stunning Silky Satin & Laces Decent Cocktail Dress - Black
Fabric: Silky Satin
Descriptions: Length 76cm (should strip excl.), Bust 74~88cm
Elastic on the back with Zipper
w/ Belt
Transparentive strap ncluded

2009-01-12T19:14:00.000-08:00

2 years!
its just a really fucking wasting of my time being with you!
when i'm with you, you wish the XM happy birthday and wanted buy present for her.
OR even brought for her...
and whats mine? a piece of SHIT?
its really super disappointed.
i should nort think of this but...
ahh what for i'm thinking of that?
you are just a fucker!
get lost if you hate mi
thank you!

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF~

without you in my life, i live more happy then last time.
you just take mi as someone you need mi by your side but nort LOVE
does you know what is LOVE?
LOVE IS BLIND AND YOU MADE MI BLINK BEFORE.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-12T09:03:00.000-08:00

ITS FINALLY MY BIRTHDAY!
WOHOO!
first of all, gonna wish SISTER NENGLI HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO (:
both of us are on the same year, date but nort the same time.

photos are on 10th jan sat when we all 6 gers celebrate nengli, huiting, another guy (i dunno his name) and myself.

INSIDE CAB DOWN TO PUB...

WHEN WE REACH SAW ACCIDENT! LOL.

MEET UP WITH SISTERS
6GERS TO CELEBRATE OUR 18TH BIRTHDAY!

MYSELF AND NENGLI

NENGLI AND HUTING
NENGLI, SHANDY AND HUITING

SHUXIAN AND KELI

HUTING & SHANDY

MEILING, HUITING, SHANDY & NENGLI

BIRTHDAY BOY AND NENGLI

NENGLI & KELI

BIRTHDAY GER

HUITING AND SHANDY

HUITING, MEILING AND KELI

SHUXIAN, HUITING AND MEILING

MEILING, NENGLI & KELI

MEILING & NENGLI

SHANDY, MEILING & HUITING

LOL! SHANDY & MEILING

NENGLI, MEILING, HUITING & SHUXIAN

MEILING, SHANDY AND KELI

HUTING, KELI, NENGLI

OUR MESSY TABLE

GERS :)

LAST OF ALL
THE 6 GERS!
LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS, I MISS YOU :)

went to two pub on that day and reach home 5plus or 6plus.
good night :)
happy birthday to myself.

2008-12-29T18:04:00.000-08:00

2008-12-23T22:12:00.000-08:00

i'm super lazy for blogging :(
went back to sheer romance to work due to difficult to find job
nort really lar is i super lazy to find job
just start work ytd onli but i'm totally super tired
i stand almost 10 hours fucking tired and can't even sms
that fcuking china staff dun let mi sms even no customers also cannort -_-"
ytd was i and boyy 1 months but i forget and didn't even noe
cux i thought is Wednesday which mean today....
his fcuking heart pain i can feel it and see it
he went Malaysia when i was working what the fcuk?
where is my kapo money? he can't find it in the malaysia shopping mall
and then he say wa kapo so important then mi
ask that someone buy for you lar.... what ever.
he brought mi something from malaysia
sweet of darling wait for mi at my work place just to bring mi home
boyy dad brought mi xmas present and i nort sure wanna buy ferr him what
kindly shock when boyy said that he brought that for mi
when boyy ask mi guess i anyhow guess
lilian? boonping? lijie?.......
dunno leii cannot guess anyone.
end up is his dad. shock lar...
since its our 1month with baby and yet i didn't brought anything and no heart for this relationship as baby said.
i gave him a surprise, i told baby that you sure love mi alot when you open the present.
when he open the present he ask mi what is that?
i said that you open and see it yourself.
when the item is open...
he was happy like crazy...
secret no one will know whats that (:
babby hope you like what i gave to you
gonna shop later for baby and his dad present

2008-12-16T10:46:00.000-08:00

ROAR!!!
i can't get myself to sleep.
i'm bored, bored till i feel like calling baby up and disturb him
AHH!!!
TOOPIID SINGTEL!
cheat my money :(
LOL.
gonna so singtel and ask again.
fucking hell i gort 500 free sms onli from may till now i gort 500sms for free
thought i gort 1000 free sms...
WTF... WASTED MY HP BILL MONEY..............................................................
baby wo yao ni pai wo to sleep
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2008-12-16T07:31:00.000-08:00

Sat night boyy came to my house, he brought ROYCE CHOCOLATE for mi
yesh ar :) so sweet of him, he said that i that night dun feel like going my cousin wedding
so he brought ROYCE CHOCOLATE to cheer mi up (:
at first abit dun like cux baby stay at teck house till he dun bear to my house
so faster sms him ask him be back by the time if nort dun need come my house stay liao

SUNDAY

i forget what happened that day liao (:

MONDAY

bring dewei out to meet baby at changi and went there to eat, he brought something nice for mi to eat
headed to whitesand and downtown :( chalet is cancel due to 1night $90 WTF!
ONE NIGHT AS WELL COME MY HOUSE STAY YOU GIVE MI $90!
WTF SAD AR!!! but its really nort worth and i dun let baby to book
then headed to tampines brought one badman top for myself and dewei same top! COUPLE LEI! LOL (:
mummy and daddy win 4d so she pass mi some money buy clothes for dewei and i use that money buy clothes also.
has some tiff with baby awhile more we okie liao.

TUESDAY

has been sleeping like 1,2,3,4,5..... hours at home just for nap onli.
sleep alot, really alot till i dun bear to wake up
stomachache dunno what happened and baby bluff mi saying that he will be sleeping at home
waited for 1,2 hours? he still haven come my house.
so sms him wa lau you really sleep i thought you coming my house.
then hack care liao, suddenly someone come my house and call uncle.
my dad open door for mi, quite shock that he came my house thought he sleeping soundly.

2008-12-13T06:52:00.000-08:00

YTD

went to baby house, did not told him that i going
cux at first i dun wanna pei him meet with te rong and guys
so he super angry, faster prepare and down to babby house
-_- no reaction from baby when he saw mi...
so slack at his house till 8pm down to rivervale plaza eat
after eating baby brought mi dunno durian dessert
he brought it jiu blow the wind behind of mi, LOL.
smell good, DURIAN DURIAN DURIAN!
after finish everything jiu meet up with terong and friends.
when i on the way walking to meet terong and friends i went to toilet
something happened, hope baby dun do it again.
half way slacking police came...
-_-" those toopiid guys kicking soccer till police come then check us also.
HOME SWEET HOME!

TODAY

baby wake mi up, ASS HOLE!
I STILL WANNA SLEEP OKIE!
prepare myself and down to hougang mall to eat and walk around
saw shiling at timezone working but she neberr saw mi
time is precious so no much time left
faster take bus to senrangoon to meet a blogshop seller
disappointed ferr the dress i brought

selling it away, who interested?
this dress is nice but dun suit mi :(
after that went to hougang mall to buy something
home sweet home after that
nort long mum came back
gonna prepare myself ferr wedding dinner
BUT i dun feel like going
i dun want, mum force mi to go
she say i must go and still bring dewei go also
as bro and sister nort going
POOR GER :(

last of all
two photos of myself :)

2008-12-11T09:52:00.000-08:00

finding this psp sticker badly
who know where to sell pls let mi know
babby want the white one and i want the pink want
i know babby is a copy cat he love to copy mi
WAKAKA.
BABBY DUN SCOLD MI
LOL.

wanted to go swimming today but end up nort going due to dewei cannot go and mummy pass mi money ferr getting dewei some stuff. so end up we went to suntect ferr shopping with babby and dewei so end up i holding hand with dewei and babby like having two bf like that. LOL. shopshopshop end up just brought a bermuder ferr dewei and nothing else. when on the way home saw my sister well i can say i very long neberr see her already. its already 3weeks fcuking 3weeks she stay at his bf house. what the hell, dunno what to say about my sister and mum was angry super angry. but what can she do? what ever as what i can say is losing something then know then important of the thing. babby is coming to my house stay tml and sat i going to my blablabla wedding, well i dunno who is it. i just simple hate their wedding their wedding is so cheap at amk dunno where but it will be at blk downstair. what the... that place again gonna anyhow wear liao.

thanks babby ferr buying mi xmas candy and my ms ice-cream.
(: i noe you dotes mi the best.

2008-12-10T08:56:00.000-08:00

meet up with boyy, slack at his house and down to sengkang plaza to have dinner.
this time he treat mi cux he having his pay. WAKAKA!
might be going "swimming" tml with boyy.
nort swimming is playing water, if nort boyy wanna nag again.
waited fer so long but no one going to pei mi.

good night (:

2008-12-09T09:50:00.000-08:00

i dunno what happened to my sister
she suddenly changed to another person
she stay at her bf house ferr 2week plus almost 3weeks
ans she didn't even came home since so long already
what has happened to her?
everyone gets to worried about her but does she care?
is losing something then will know the important of the thing?

another person:
i dunno why you really change to another person who i loved before
you seem to be more and more flirt
but thats your style
no one can stop you from doing things you like
(:

i'm might nort meeting babby today
as we seem to meet almost EVERYDAY
yesh EVERYDAY!

2008-12-09T06:56:00.000-08:00

meet up with babby and wanted go amk ferr meeting ppl.
but i can't get there by 7pm so neber go there already.
went to sengkang plaza ferr KFC yesh chicken again.
WAKAKA...
this time minyee treat us eat ferr free.
LOL, gort free food...
hahas...
good bye, shall let my cousin play maple already.
he has been sticking mi almost everyday liao unless i went out.
(:

2008-12-08T23:07:00.000-08:00

i can't wait ferr my birthday...
boyy will be opening one day chalet ferr mi...
time faster past...

boyy said that even we just stead but
he gort the feeling that we stead ferr very long

xmas is coming. hohoho!

2008-11-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

baby dun bear to go home...
his by my side 24hrs ferr 4days?
i think so? only he went out to do his stuff and left mi alone at home.
he will be staying at my house tonight again...

2008-11-22T09:04:00.000-08:00

~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou,~~ ~~iHATEyou.~~

2008-11-22T08:28:00.000-08:00

iHATEyoubadly! ireallyHATEyou.

you are still the same and you will neberr get yourself to change FOREVER.
FOREVER means FOREVER!

i'm finally back to blog again, mio went down from sunday till now
anyway ~~MIO SUCK!~~

you been saying my bad stuff behind mi
dun think i dunno anything about what you done behind

stop acting innocents anymore
no one will pity you, really there's no one will
and there's a word that i wanna tell you
you are "DUMB"
fcuking "DUMB"
if everyone know the story behind it
they won't blame mi and they fer sure will blame you
you this fcuking jerk!

what are friends ferr?
friends will always by your side when you need help
or anything that they able to help with
what about yourself?
ppl's do care about you and you blame others ferr everything?
fcuking hell who the hell you are?
if you think that all your other friends are better then us?
go ahead no one will stop you
what kind of person you are you know very well
there's no need ferr us to tell you
and stop acting innocents anymore
NO ONE WILL PITY YOU ANYMORE
ITS TIME TO WAKE UP
you are sick, badly sick.
you really need to seek doctor
i'm nort kidding or what?
you are just two person who you are?
dun you think so?
you should know who you are
and pls stop disturb mi anymore
(:

2008-11-14T22:02:00.000-08:00

Have been super busy going out this few days.
From Tuesday to Friday i been going out!
now NO MONEY already!

Been meeting wenbin on tues and wed.
Meet up updated each other and chat chat.
Hahas he gort sharen already,
well dun say him.
he sure scold mi when he get tu see this post LOL

Meet haojie on thurs and fri
he make mi get shock, toopiid FATTY

He gave mi sunflower
which i kidding with him that he own mi cux he make mi angry.
WHAT THE...
SHOCK AND PS LAR!

I LOVE THE COLOUR OF SUNFLOWER!
he always said whose the one who used tu be black rose
and whose the one who bring her out of her black rose
and become sunflower...
haojie you been saying it alot of times.
see i still can rmb it and yet i gort s.t.m leii.

AND PLS HOR!
stop saying i'm selfish okie, i dun sell fish.
must rmb hor, whose the one who hungry and i buy sandwich and milk?
and keep say you do more then mi.
cux i'm nort a simple ger who always do this stuff okie!
FATTY stop acting you are tin!
WAKAKA!

i dunno why when i came to the place where we always go to
i will get to buy food from the stall we always eat and buy
am i missing you badly?
i dun love you but still my heart thinks about you.
i'm sad when i get to know someone like you.
but i'm happy when i get to see the ger like shit!
i'm better then her, i'm happy.
its too late to regret!
LAST OF ALL I DUN REGRET BEINGING WITH YOU FERR 2 YEARS
AND I GET TO SEE YOUR TRUE COLOURS!

2008-11-10T07:32:00.000-08:00

We all know what bad things he has done
Not much difference
Roaming eyes and ambiguous relationships
I close my eyes and pretend they're just hearsay
We know too well the tricks of others
Not much difference
Pretend to be weak and shy
It's only a little unnatural
Fools are perhaps innocent
Their love is not so pretentious
When I have fallen in love, I won't hold back
Fools we are, all the same
Hurt by love time after time
Believing that this one will be different
And yet we get hurt once again
Fools we are, all the same
Hurt by love and yet never gave up
Believing there will be a reward for our giving
And all it is, to be called a Fool

2008-11-09T02:53:00.000-08:00

i got no mood to study ferr my exam
totally no mood, i just wanna listen to music and be alone...
tml paper shall anyhow boom liao.

2008-11-08T18:35:00.000-08:00

i'm speechless
i dunno what to do
i hate myself for being selfish
yes i'm really selfish
i'm not a simple girl as what you think

i just wanna run as far as i can
i'm sick of everything
i lost my love onces again
:(

2008-11-02T23:54:00.000-08:00

WELL IS THAT TRUE?

2008-11-02T22:30:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY

Meet up with classmate
Shall let photos show everything
(=

Shuxian, Min Cheng, Eleanor and Jasmine

Derrick and Kahyong

Enjoy laughing (=

Meet up with haojie after meeting up with friend.
When he saw mi, he laugh.
And there's he go, small ppl wear so big clothes.
Does my dress look that big?
LOL

Nag at haojie when i get to see him
Not in good mood :(
So meet him up ferr movie as i dun wanna go home early.
Wanted watch THE COFFIN but alot ppl say nort nice so neberr watch.
No other movie to watch end up watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3
LAME right? as he and derrick said neberr watch 1 and 2 jiu wanna watch 3
But bo bian no show tu watch liao.
So went in tu arcade since nothing do and gort 1/2hr tu go

And i saw this STICH well its super cute and i gave him $10 tu catch it
But in the end he exchange $5 without telling mi.
But in the end...

He catch this...
I DUN WANT THIS.
NORT CUTE WANT.
No time already so faster go cinemas and i keep say I WANT THAT GRAY WANT.
LOL, half way show haven started he said he wanted buy food.
At first i dun believe, but he said i really hungry and wanna buy.
He come back without any food TOOPIID
He wanted catch ferr mi the GRAY STICH but arcade close liao LOL.
Back home at 2plus or 3plus.

SUNDAY

Well wake up jiu sms haojie.
I WANT THAT GRAY STICH, LOL.
sorry ahh i really like it alot lar. HAHAS.
At frist we gort meet up but i'm lazy go out and feel tired.
So went tu sleep all that, and hao jie seem tu be busy.
Never really care whats going go.
At night, i'm having fever out of sudden.
Dunno why and throat super pain and keep having flu from ytd night till now also have abit.
When haojie called mi and he said that his outside my house.
I was shock and i'm going to sleep soon, kindlly tired.
He said that boonping outside my house too.
More shock lar, why suddenly both of them at my house.
Boonping reach my house frist then awhile haojie come.
Boonping gave me some Medicines, porriage and drink.
Sweet of him but its really too late (= hahas.
Hao jie bring that GRAY STICH come.
WAKAKA, SO HAPPY LAR.
Both of them so sweet lar.

TODAY

well stay at home as ytd sick
i'm feel better now but i need some rest.
i was wake up by my mum, she was damn noisy lar.
Bang here and there and keep at there calling my bro name.
But i didn't hear any reply from my brother so i wake up.
You noe what happened?
A toopiid CAT went in to my house and went in to my mum room.
ZZZ, a toopiid BLACK cat.
i'm kindlly scare when night comes becux its black and the eyes will change colour.
End up i can't help anything hahas, the cat dun wanna follow mi.
Then my mum take cloth cover is and then carry it out of my house...
and and throw it on the floor LOL.
My mum sick of it cux its nort the first time the cat come into my house.
Plus the cat gort two sharp teeth...
Well thats all ferr my day

WHO WANNA HUG MI?
I NOE I'M CUTE (=
THANKS HAOJIE AND BOONPING

2008-11-01T19:59:00.000-07:00

WELL GUYS I NEED YOUR HELP NOW.
WHICH SPREES I SHOULD OPEN?
THIS WOULD TAKE 1 OR 2 MONTHS TIME TO REACH.
GIVE MI SOME IDEAL PLS? DO TAG MY BLOG AND LET MI NOE.
THANKS ALOT.
SHALL UPDATE TONIGHT!

2008-10-31T21:22:00.000-07:00

I IN LOVE WITH THIS DRESS BADLY.
I WANT IT!
But the person who sell this exchange rate so high,
shall see my supplier gort supply this dress anort.
OMG LAR.

2008-10-31T09:53:00.000-07:00

sister came down to find mi, super good right?
LOL
and the photo of the day. (=
CHAT CHAT CHAT

SHUXIAN AND NENGLI

TAKEN BY SISTER WHEN I'M SMSING

ITS "HELL"OWEEN DAY!

Receive sms from terong asking us wanna go escape a not.
Its only 11bucks for the ticket, so i went.
I got no ideal whats is Halloween, as i never have any party of it before
And its held at escape as i very long never went there.
So why not going there and enjoy myself?
Meet up with haojie, at first say at my house.
He wanted take something from me but too late
so meet outside and down to downtown.
On the way walking to escape, there's one group of ppl wearing those scary stuff and for sure i'm scare.
Faster stand another side of haojie ar, i'm super scare of weird ppl and ghost.
Keep saying that i dun wanna go to escape cux super scare but went in.
abit regret of going lar, cux i'm wasting money to scare myself.
i'm know i'm so lame okie?

Well photos able to see how the way they dress
Even i'm trying to take photos with them i still feel scare.

Lilian, Sebas, Haojie, Mi and Terong

Lilian and Mi (=
Anyway i went to dye and highlight my hair but i dunno why it become like this when photo is taken. zzz

And the most scary part is we went to HAUNTED HOUSE
WTF? okie i'm damn scare for sure and keep asking haojie to stay close and beside mi
Went in with hao jie, lilian, sebas and myself.
When it start to be scare i hold haojie more tight and SHOUTING AWAY
SAYING "DUN TOUCH MI", "DUN TOUCH MI" and I WANNA GO HOME.
LOST OUR WAY THERE AND THE GHOST SHOW US THE WAY LOL
and that fcuking ghost who stand behind mi so close and use his toopiid stuff touch mi i HATE you lar.
there's nothing much already (=

2008-10-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

This three hearts has the meaning for three personsI LOVE SWEET (=
I guess i have think too much already

Relationship is so complicatedI know i broke your heart

I can feel the pain
I'm not sure you are crying a not
But i just know my heart hurts suddenly

Tears dropping drown out of sudden
Bp should know what happened when i become silent

A simple broken heart means my heart for you
Are you able to see the broken line?
Yes you did.
It can't be fix back anymore
OK?

2008-10-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

IT SEEM TO BE FARR FARR AWAY FROM MI :(

many things had happened
i dunno where should i start it or should i talk about it
i know that i hurt you badly
i'm sorry
but you really care too much as a friend
really too much...
i know you worry about mi but...
hais.
its time fer us nort tu contact and let uu cool down and stop thinking so much.
take care sister (=

tears rolling down my eyes when we talk about you
i'm nort missing you but i miss the hug you gave in the night
its really hurts when chatting back about this 2 years
onces you told me
from the start we dating
till the day i bluff you i with princewin
you then really forget about her
do you feel the pain i ever have?
you will neberr feel the pain i ever have
even ferr now you will still neberr get this pain from mi
NEVER
this words really hurt mi lots
you wake me up wif this hurtful words you told mi

i shall look forward
and nort looking back about the history
(=

2008-10-18T20:53:00.000-07:00

hurhur having pre-order of clothes

lazy update here, do visit my blog.

HELLO, DO VISIT www.gersLOVEshopping.blogspot.com BRAND NEW INSTOCK & PRE-ORDER IS ON NOW (=

i will gib my friends discount (= hahas.

2008-10-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

HJ HJ HJ

LOL, i'm so bored now.
ehh uu better dun play wif mi arr.
if nort i will say out ur straw story, WAKAKA.
Plus dun keep take 401 and scare mi horr.
ahh yoo. who wanna buy straw from mi?
i'm opening straw company LOL.
kidding.

PLS NOTE THAT XXX AND HJ IS TWO DIFFERENT PPL.
meeting XXX later ba. (=

2008-10-15T05:44:00.000-07:00

i fail to be your good gf

butt the ture is
i fail to be the one you love the most

ask urself this two years
...
hais
tml will be a fine day (=

2008-10-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

things went wrong from the start of dating
13-08-06? remember the day we stead?
if times fly back, i will choose not to be your girl
2years down the road, i have learn a lot of stuff from you
i can't blame you for everything i just can blame myself for being so fcuking stupid
your hearts just thinking of her from the start we dating till the end of the relationship
does i own you that you have to take me for granted and using me by your side?
you don't know the pain i have suffer for this two years
actions means more then words
you can't be trusted anymore

SAD

2008-10-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

Went out wif mummy ytd. DOTS lar.
Gone tu amk tu look ferr my bed, end up say exp.
i HATE it so much lar, everytime say ehh uu dun wanna buy bed mea?
i saw the bed i wanted liao den now say super exp.
Don't you think it's wasting my time?
Went tu eat and shop after that, super full i tell uu.
Mummy bought so much food and i say that we sure can't eat finish cux too much.
She force mi tu eat and keep saying that i'm tin when i'm nort.
Walk around all that and reach home 9plus.

Meet a seller today, super early.
Meet up at 1am at bedok and last night i can't even get myself tu sleep.
I slept at 3.30am =x, can't get myself tu sleep.
went back home after that.
blablabla. (=

2008-10-08T22:26:00.000-07:00

YTD

Meet up with XXX to AMK to watch Painted Skin.
The movie is too sweet till i cried, i know i'm a cry babby (=.
And the super power air-con so powerful cux the cinemas super cold.
After movie went back home, the bus also super cold lar.
I knew that the cinemas will be cold so i bring my jacket out. HAHAS.
Somethings is making mi piss off, i dunno why.
I guess is uu, stop everything can?

Does you think that drinking and crying make you relax?
If you think that thats's will make you better den go ahead.
No one will stop you anymore from doing all this toopiid stuff.
Eh come on you are 19years old now and you are nort mature enough tu think.
I have been telling uu many times, hj and i is just friends.
You will neberr get this in your mind, its okie for mi.
Wait till i have stead and its nort hj den you believe right?
Believe or nort is up tu you (=
If you think that drinking at outside alone will make you happy,
or you scare you father tu know.
Come on its time tu bring ur ball out, dun tell mi you dun have ball.
If you think that that's will make you happy den go ahead and do it. (=

2008-10-07T00:32:00.000-07:00

A BIGBIG SMILE (=

I'm happy, HAHA.
Its really FINALLY boonping and i settle down.
Alot of things happened in the past and i shall keep it as a memories.
Went out ytd, shall nort say where i go or meet who.
It's secret, (=.
You bluff mi out, hahas. (kidding)
Went back home super early, cux XXX super tired.
Reach home do my stuff and then went tu sleep cux super tired.
Too early wake up, boonping keep smsing mi and call.
Feeling so fcuk up as i'm super tired and he keep smsing and calling.
When i wake up i receive a sms and its boonping,
he asked mi go out take my food as he bought ferr mi (=
When i went out take his already at bus stop liao.

BOONPING
Stop doing all this things anymore
its not worth for you to do it
onces it gone it forever gone
i will not turn back tu the past anymore
i'm sorry i can't be ur good gf (=

HAO JIE
A BIG BIG THANKS TO YOU (=
u always there for mi when ever i'm down
you teach mi alot of things

2008-10-04T00:30:00.000-07:00

Many things happened and i finally get to see your true colours ....

when the first time i get to know you, you have been calling my everyday.
when you have stead things gonna change, you just call me when you are bored.
Oh we are just friends and we do think of meet up with each other, but....
you treat me like a fool? you yourself know it well.
By saying hey tomorrow i'm alone blablabla wanna meet or what?
Or like oh tomorrow can accompany to this ar that ar?
Or what ever lar, when does we really do meet up at?
you make me so fcuking hate you. you know why?
By saying meet up i'm already sick of it but now you say wanna buy clothes from me and then went MIA.
Dun come talk big with me? Oh you wanna buy all my clothes.
in the end just wanna buy one and went mia.
a rich guy by doing all this, come on everyone is laughing at you.
You make me look down on you, a rich guy by doing all this?
No matter what is it i knew that you will see this one day.
And better get away from me, you really scuk.
I hope you dun sms me or call me anymore.
Good bye.

AND dun come say what you help mi or boonping alot ar?
because you just look like a bad guy to mi?
while smsing boonping you will help him and while toking to me.
You say bad things about him, nort really bad things is like you want make mi feel that
his not in good things or what ever lar. You just simple suck okie?

after reading all this and you might get to say why i dun dare write your name.
i'm scare because i dun write ur name or what? or what ever...

then let mi tell uu.

i'm toking about princewin.
but i think u should change ur name.
u dun even suit princewin.

2008-10-01T10:36:00.000-07:00

DONT EVER LOOK BACK ANYMORE.

Problems are going on the same when i with you.
No matter how much time i give you, you are still the same.
Its really difficult for a person to change,
in this 2 years? what have you change to?
No matter how much i LOVE or give in to this relationship,
what did i get back in the end?

Watching you loving someone?
Showing your attitude on mi?
or even more.....

It time i have to change myself then waiting for you to change, no matter.... blablabla.
Last of all,

this will be the last time:
we go out
have fun
or even more.

i will try get myself far away from you,
no matter how much i hurt.

next year will be a brand new year for.

2008-09-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

i'm always MIA when i'm having holiday.
hahas...........................................................

slacking away at home almost everyday lar.

anway wanna intro everyone my new blogshop ^-^

gersLOVEshopping.blogspot.com

LOL.

check out more in my blogshop (=

2008-09-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

i WANT this type of tattoo badly.
OMG lar.
My small tatto SUCK.
LOL, when its time i want tu change a new want.

2008-09-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

MY CLASSMATES (=

EVERYONE (=

FRIENDS WHO I ALWAYS HANG WITH.

PRETTY LADYS` LOL

CANDICE AND MI (=

MI AND CLEMENT

KID AND MI.

DUN ACT SMART AR!
WO SHI DA JIE LEII.
HAHAS.

SOMEHOW I DUNNO WHY ONE OF THE BHB GUY JOIN IN THE SHOT WIF US.
NO ONES LIKE HIM CAN.
(=

HAVING BEG EXAM

2008-09-17T05:14:00.000-07:00

i gort no mood tu study ferr my BEO.
Really no mood, no matter how much i study nth get into my mind.
I can say i can prepared myself tu fail this.
I gort no heart tu study,
just thinking of my holiday and thats it.
Things are really make mi piss off.
BYEBYE.

i'm nort gonna chat wif uu anymore,
like ss so much right?
den dun tok ba.
BYE.

2008-09-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

My heart really hurts suddenly,
i dunno why.
Maybe....

I took 7months for me to give up everything on you.
You wasted my 2 years 6 months for being your friends/stead.
Everything that you done behind me really hurts me so much.
How much i give in why does i get back all this in the end?
Is hiding everything behind me make you really feel happy?
If i know what kind of person you are, i will not be hurting myself so much.
Everything really hurts so much,
i do really HATE you.
From how you really treat me,
being so flirt make you feel happy?
Den now you can jolly well flirt around.

I will never trust someone so much anymore.
I will not trust/believe you anymore.
Words is just SHIT from your mouth.
Action mean real.

I really need a break.

2008-09-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

WALKING ALL ALONE.
I NEED A BREAK NOW.
LEAVE MI ALONE BA.

2008-09-12T23:21:00.000-07:00

2008-09-11T04:28:00.000-07:00

i'm fcuking fcuking piss off.

Wanted tu do manicure but full and dunno where tu go tu do. So i guess i will do it myself later.
Called up boonping all day and he dun even answer my call, his too busy.
After his work called him up his phone off. Darm angry wif it and so i'm nort going out ferr today.
And so...

DAD keep nagging about my bill, what ever lar.
i really nort in mood today.
everything make mi piss off.

2008-09-08T04:02:00.001-07:00

TODAY

Went to CS get my skirt and shop around awhile and saw jack, anyway i dun really saw him but he look at my like as if he noe mi LOL. So its really JACK. bored, shall go study later byebye.

2008-09-08T04:01:00.001-07:00

SUN 7-08-08

Went out wif boonping tu town wanted buy office wear but cannort find any. walk around all that nort interested but still i tok tu him inside LJS and told him whats wrong with his attitube all that. I hope he will listen everything that i said even nort onli i'm the one who said at him, jiajun and sebas said/shout at him too becux they cannort take it how he shout at mi. hais. BOONPING I NOE UU READING MY BLOG BUT PLS GET URSELF IN MIND, NO MATTER UU ARE ANGRY OR WHAT JUST COOL DOWN AND MAKE IT MORE WORST. He brought mi a super pro and pretty pendent ILOVEIT so much but i saw online cheaper FCUK waste his 30bucks ferr the both pendent we make together.

2008-09-08T03:17:00.000-07:00

SAT 6-08-08

Wake up at 9+AM, so early lar. But i can't go back sleep anymore, so online. Meet up wif HJ and his sister LIJIE, lijie stead and lijie friend at compass point. Went tu take my famous amos heart shape cookies which i brought ferr TERONG AND BOONPING, then went tu find HJ they all and waited ferr them tu buy TERONG present. Down tu downtown after that ferr BBQ, reached. 8plus boonping came, ahh dunno what tu say about him. He come all ask him tu eat but he keep say wait and yet he keep on playing his psp without toking tu anyone or what. So i wanted take some food ferr him but lilian take it liao, so i just pass a chicken wing tu lilian tu pass tu him. Asking HJ tu cook stingray ferr boonping tu eat as he like stingray alot. But he did nort eat it and i asked him why? he said becux HJ took it ferr him de and i said that is i asked HJ tu cook it ferr him. his weird lar, gort skin problem but he still can eat stingray. -_-" was enjoying myself at the bbq without boonping lar, he went tu watch movie alone while i dun wanna go. ppl go there enjoy uu go watch movie, funny right? He went off at 8plus and he say he maybe coming back at night. But he did came back lar, as HJ say he ask him tu come back de. While we were bbq suddenly it rains OMG and stop again. Like god was playing wif us as we wanted bring out things over our tent or shelter and suddenly it stop and come again. Its really raining so heavy spoilt everyone mood lar, FUCK THAT TOOPIID RAIN. Everyone came den cut TERONG cake as he celebrating his birthday super early, if nort all no time and no one will be free on his birthday liao. We sang 3 times of birthday song, so many lar and the next day is patrina birthday. So lilian brought her cake, i dunno its her birthday so i neberr buy anything ferr her plus she is my pri school friend but nort close. She was the one who asking mi i is it same school with her yet i dun even noe she is my pri school friend, saw each other before but nort friends lar. Can i say that? LOL. Midnight came its time ferr volka almost everyone drink onli lilian neberr, has told those who just noe boonping nort tu make him drink so much cux i'm sure there will be problem. Things really happened suddenly, i dunno why. Suddenly HJ is drank and his shouting at BoonPing and said that he wanna beat him, all guys pull him away and some pull BoonPing away too. I dunno what happened and it came like so suddenly, so lijie and mi was asking boonping tu shut his mouth up but he still at there shouting. Lijie told mi tu bring boonping walkwalk as hj dun wanna c him, but boonping dun want still shout at mi say i care about hj. i cried, WHAT EVER FUCK LAR. Hais sad again, hj is really mad when his drank. i'm so scare that something will happened, sebas cannort take it till he beat hj. WTF, terong stop sebas. And... Long story... End up lijie stead, hj and terong is darm dirty and they lay on the bed inorder tu control hj. Torn till 6plus and took cab home...

HJ phone spoilt becux when he was laying on mud there's alot of water and so he phone spoilt. Nice Dave that he asked mi wanna sleep anort i say the tent gort water and he help mi clear and let mi sleep. LOL. I'm sorry everyone becux of mi cause so much of problem. i'm feel sad and guilty towards hj. hais.

2008-09-05T23:39:00.000-07:00

SWEET? PRETTY?
http://ourlove130806.blogspot.com/

i spent my sweet time doing all this stuff ferr him.
And he told mi he wanna delete it becux blablabla.
What ever it is, u think i care?
Sometimes i do really care uu and what did uu say mi?
FAKE CARE? FLIRT?
FLIRT?
uu dare tu say mi flirt when uu urself is so flirt. OMG.
i can't believe uu said that on mi.
Going out wif others guys call flirt?
wa siao means that everyone cannort go out wif their opp sex friends?
if they go means flirt?
i neberr even go other guys house or what leii.
even if i have we are just friends.
I'm close wif hj so what?
His always there ferr mi.

I really regret ferr nort letting go this relationship/friendship in the past.
Everyday like this will make each others goes mad.
What ever lar.
i just need a bf who onli LOVE MI THE ONLI ONE AND DOTES ON MI.
uu can't do it so shut up mouth.
MAKE MI PISS OFF.

2008-08-31T22:55:00.000-07:00

Boon Ping is WEIRD.
He keep online shopping buying mi stuff.
and he brought mi this two items.

Dress

Top

BUT THIS DRESS IS TOO BIG FERR MI
SO I'M SELLING IT.

DRESS BLACK IN COLOUR
FIT M? OR L?
FERR SIZE S QUITE BIG.
$28.90

selling it becux i like tight fitting clothes.
Prices is the same as http://yunaboutique.blogspot.com/
As he brought it from there.

2008-08-31T00:05:00.000-07:00

~FRIDAY~

Meet up wif boonping at opps beri nice,
took bus tu the bus stop and drop off the bus.
I saw his taking this PRETTY FLOWERS WIF BIG DIAMOND. LOL.

He put it inside my bag and was so ps that i dun even dare tu go back school ahh.
And so he took my bag all the way till out of school.
Then went tu KOVAN tu shop around and wait ferr haojie and friends tu prepare tu go out.
Time reach...
Meet up lilian and sebas at mrt there and take mrt down tu suntec.
WALK WALK WALK.
Went tu take flyer wif boonping and they go shop.

OUTSIDE FLYER TAKING PHOTOS

BOON PING PHOTOS

MINE PHOTOS

BROUGHT THE TICKET

HAHAS I GORT THE TICKET.

INSIDE FLYER... BOONPING TOOK ALL THIS PHOTOS

~SHUXIAN~

~BOON PING~

OUR PHOTO INSIDE FLYER

AFTER FLYER

AFTER THAT MEET HAOJIE AND FRIENDS & TERONG FRIEND( i dunno who lai de)
tu watch WALL-E.
funny show but quite bored.

After that went tu meet darren, his stead, lijie, her stead, raymond... (that's all ba)
Went tu PUB but 4 of them underage as they gort check,
den all came out liao. zzz so PS lar.
Den went tu darren sister working place de PUB.
Most of then drink and i'm the one who neberr drink. (guai kia)
LOL, becux the taste i dun like so neber drink.
BOON PING was being force tu drink till he cannort take it.
C the photo, his face was SUPER RED. LOL.

A PHOTO OF DARREN AND TERONG FRIEND ACTING LIKE GER.

LOL. both of them are guys.

And after PUB went tu clubbing, saw china ppl dun even noe how tu dance and they dance like FCUK.
As a uncle shake his piku and keep doing the same things.
SUPER UGLY LAR.
SUDDENLY GORT SHOUT,
those uncle ahh beng wanna fight all that but i think nth happened in the end ba.
Went back at 5plus as boonping cannort take it liao.

~SATURDAY~

Wanted meet PRINCEWIN but he wif his lover...
So just meet boonping down tu bugis shop around and then walk tu THE CATHAY buy movie tickets 4BIA.
SCARY SHOW LAR, keep get shock de.
Show start at 2.15 and we went there is 11plus as 12plus show is full so watch 2 plus.
We gort nth tu do so went tu town shop shop den walk back tu THE CATHAY ferr movie

I'M BORED TILL I TAKE PHOTOS AND HIS READING NEWSPAPER.

REACHED HOME AROUND 5PLUS.

u have been doing things again and again.
what do uu really want from mi?
i really love uu too much till it's too hard ferr mi tu gib up on uu.
everything uu do behide its really hurts.
MAYBE THE IS THE LAST TIME WE MEET BA.

2008-08-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

A PHOTO OF THIS MAKE MI SCARE & HOT

TOOPIID PRINCEWIN
He told mi his story and................
While we were chatting i told him i eatting sweet,
he said that i eating purple colour fruit teller?
i said is fruit plus and asked him why he noe.
He scare mi by saying blablabla.
WTF, make mi HOT & SCARE LAR.
NI MAMA DE. i'm nort scolding ur mum. PLS.
****************ANGRY*************

I had been online shopping lately.
keep on wanna buy more and more stuff.
SHIT MYSELF LAR.
(=

TML going back tu sec school,
going tu eat MAC breakfast wif my bastard ex before go tu school.

2008-08-26T05:34:00.000-07:00

PICS OF MI

schoolSCHOOLschool.
I'm tired of school,
its BORED like hell man.
Meet up wif NENGLI sister ytd at rivervale plaza.
CHATchatCHAT.......

WA SO MANY CRUNCHIE! I LOVE THE HONEY, WAKAKA.
ALL IS MINE. HEHE

WO DE COM DE KAPO IS SAD BUT MY TOY KAPO IS HAPPY!

2008-08-25T00:39:00.000-07:00

TOUCH WOOD XxX1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

I'm down...
I'm scare tu be ALONE.
More and more youngest left the world so early.
I scare someone who are really beri close wif mi who left mi all alone.
No matter uu are close or nort close wif mi, i'm just scare.

I scare that bp will do silly things, hais.
If he really cannort take it that i leave him and he go do toopiid things or die?
what will i do?
If his dead?
OMG...
i sure will cry badly...
He is important tu mi.
If his dead, i will regret ferr nort giving another chance.
If his alive, i will think about myself.
But how can i think about both of them?
I'm in lost, i noe that going back tu him is inpossible and his nort a good guy.
But i dun wanna regret what i have done now.

I'm sorry,
i have been thinking too much.

i really scare tu lost everyone, we dunno when we going tu end our life.
NENGLI, i scare tu lost uu. If one day uu or mi gone... hais i dunno what tu say/do sia. i wish that we could be more and more close.

ahh i guess i'm crazy now. anyway TOUCH WOOD, touch wood, TOUCH WOOD.
i just wanna say up what i feel now.

HUITING,
i noe uu are sad about ur friends whose dead.
But still take care of urself.
Dun becux of ur friends den uu and ur bf chao jia or what.
Cheer up, take care sister.

2008-08-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

A message from boonping....

He ask mi tu read this...

It has been so long since we have talked I hope that things are still the same hoping they will never change cause what we had can't be replaced don't let our memories fade away keep me in your heart for always You made me believe that I can do almost anything stood right by me through the tears through everything I'll remember you, and baby that's forever true you're the one that I'll always miss never thought it would feel like this I'll be there for you, no matter what you're goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried You'll always be the sun in my sky It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday Even though we go seprate ways You made me believe that I can do almost anything You stood right by me through the tears through everything I'll remember yooooou, and baby that's forever true you're the one that I'll always miss never thought it would feel like this I'll be there for yooooou, no matter what your goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you If the day should come when you need someone (you know that i'll follow) I will be there Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind 'cause I'll remember you, you I'll remember you, and baby that's forever true you're the one that I'll always miss never thought it would feel like this I'll be there for you, no matter what your goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you Forever baby, I'll remember you

i love u my Gal.
Byeeeeeeee muack sayang
haix
when will e day come true?
babby: ~ if we do have fate it will come true one day~
when will e day we die tgt?
babby: ~i'm still young, what fer think of die?~
when?
babby: ~till the day i get old or i get accident.~

His nort the one who type out all this ferr sure, i dunno where he get from but...
hais, everything is really over, REALLY OVER.
There's really no point telling mi all this.

2008-08-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

PRETTY?

let mi intro uu guys this shop...
http://ellone-in-dreamland.blogspot.com/

She is selling this tude dress at 16bucks ONLI, but i get it at 15bucks. =x
its cheap and pretty... LOL. ILOVE CHEAP AND PRETTY STUFF.
And its nort 2nd hand its brand new instock!

Meet up wif the seller just now at hougang mrt and down tu hougang plaza tu pluck my eyebrow.
went tu eat chicken rice and shop around at hougang mall... and now back home....

YTD 22-08-08

Went down meet boonping and hao jie tu ms tu watch fireworks, hais.
waited ferr so long and i'm so hungry sia.
until the fireworks end den wanted go eat.
boonping keep asking mi and hao jie pei him watch movie but i dun want.
hao jie said that he knew that he dun want so he say he dun want also.
hais i dunno what tu say man.
suddenly feel that he is so much lonely then mi but he really dun treasure everyone around him.
what i shall do?
I do hate him, but....
Is like his family does nort dotes on him and i'm the one who close wif him onli.
i left him and now his alone?
and so he just walk away like this den i follow haojie tu find food tu eat.
chat alot and boonping keep sms him since he dun even have my no.
say this and that, i'm used tu it. HAHAS.
back home after our dinner.

2008-08-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

i had a bad dream!
dreams like so real till i dun even dare tu sleep but i'm too tired fall asleep suddenly.
HAHAS, SO FUNNY LAR!
i'm gonna forget everything, nort gonna think so much.

FRIENDS,
do treasure what uu have around uu.
don't wait till its gone den regret.

i'm nort used tu it without uu
i felt something left out after we break up
i miss those hugs, kisses... and more...
but i still choose tu gib up on uu.
what i have gib in i already gib in.
we love each other but u dun treasure what uu have
everythings gone.
hais.

2008-08-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

i'm so PISS OFF...
PISS OFF OF HO BOON PING, my fcuking hell ex stead.
i'm fcuking so disappointed about myself ferr loving him so much before.
STOP acting pity and want everyone tu kelian uu lar.
40bucks need 4months tu save it?
1 day 1 cents?
ehh what the hell is it?
i rather take the 40bucks and throw it right infront of ur face.
shameless guy without BALLS.
no matter how many times i SLAP uu, uu are still the same.
stop telling everyone stories without saying the important parts.
ans the story will ended up with different story.
NO ONE WILL PITY UU AND STOP ACTING INNOCENT WILL U?

went out last night tu watch the mummy wif terong and haojie.
overall...... well i dun really like all this stuff lar.
but if i put all my heart tu watch quite nice.
it shock mi a few times.................... hahas.
reach home at 2plus i guess so.

2008-08-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

This is for my people's
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man, or your lady
Put your hands way up high
(Put 'em way up high)
We will never say bye
Never, no, no
(Never say goodbye)
Momma's, daddies, sistas
Friends and cousins
(Yeah)
This is for my people's
Who lost they grandmothers
(Yeeeeaaahh)
Lift ya hands to the sky
(Lift 'em way up high),
'Cause we will never say bye
(Never say goodbye)

(Akon):
I know, I know you're gone
I know i'll see you again
One thing that I can promise
That we gon' meet up again
Hopefully up in heaven
Prayin' that i'm forgiven
For everything that i've done
And everything
I forgot to mention
If feel so bad
To be without my homie
And every since
You've been absent
I've been so lonely
Why does our life cycle
Round like a trophy
Even though know somebody
Took the time to warn me
That you just keep me
'Til the end it's just crazy
And everyday i'm wishin' you
Could come save me
And I know a man
Ain't supposed to cry
It's taken all the strength
In my soul to say goodbye

(Mariah Carey/Chorus):
Bye, bye (22x)

(Mariah Carey):
And you never got the chance
To see how good i've done
And you never got to see me
Back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could spend
The holidays together
I remember when you used
To tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear
You gave to me
That I held so tight
I thought you
Were so strong
That you can make it
Through whatever
It's so hard
To accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew
I could hurt like this
And everyday
Life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you
For awhile
I wish I could find a way
Try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach
A better place
Still
I'll give the whole world
To see your face
And I'm right here
Next to you
It feels
Like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do
Is say bye, bye

(Mariah Carey/Chorus):
Bye, bye (22x)

(Lil' Wayne):
How come
They call it goodbye?
How come the good die?
See I just get high
And think of the good times
That I had with my pops
He was a good guy
How come the good die?
As i protect my mother
'Cause i'm her oldest son
And there
Are different worlds
And we in the coldest one
Which one did granny go to?
And why do death come?
As my baby ask
Where do babies come from
I tell her where
I tell her why
And I tell her I love her
Until I tell her bye
And whenever
I shall ever die
I hope you celebrate it
I hope you never hated
And they say heaven's gated
But I think I know the code
And let's get your life right
By the end of the road
That's why I drive alone
Down memory lane
So if I crash
I hope ya'll
Remember Wayne

(Mariah Carey/Chorus):
I never knew
I could hurt like this
And everyday
Life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you
For awhile
I wish I could find a way
Try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach
A better place
Still
I'll give the whole world
To see your face
And I'm right here
Next to you
It feels
Like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do
Is say bye, bye

Bye, bye (22x)

It's hard to say
Bye, bye, bye, bye
So come on
Somebody say it with me
Wave ya hands up high
'Cause this is for my people's
Who just lost somebody
See this is for everybody
Just lift ya hands to the sky
'Cause we will never say bye, bye

2008-08-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

I'm so piss off now, PEHH CHEYY.

QIUANG ahh im nort story teller leii.
My mood is bad now, darm angry but still i feel like crying.
I'm always feel like crying without any reason.
When ppl ask mi why are uu crying, i just simple can't answer them back.
as ferr myself, i dun even noe why?
many bad things had happened, by doing all this do uu feel happy?

What had u been doing back behind mi?

Telling everyone the fake story?
Saying that uu neberr even steal things, when uu did?
Keep saying that i ANYHOW sex wif others guy?
Saying that i'm non XXXXXX
Own ppl money and dun wanna pay?
Ask ur close friends tu help u when uu are WRONG!

eHH FCUKING HELL, stop helping him lar.
he is a fcuking useless guy with no balls by doing all this after break up.
If i were tu tell uu the whole story, everyone will be hate him like i do.
And i'm nort like him so fcuking hell anyhow say tu others or act another story out lar.

I REGRET EVERYTHING.

what ferr i gib in so much tu this relationship before and get so much hurt and rubbish from him? i finally noe what kind of person u are without BALLS. Dun dare mi tu do things which i dun like tu do. If uu are so free tu play wif mi? i will play back wif uu.

SORRY!
PRINCEWIN AND HAOJIE,
ferr gibing uu guys so many problems.
princewin i noe that uu are sad that what i have done but i'm here by tu say sorry.
haojie, i noe that uu are his friends but there's no point helping him hehind anymore.
u know his pattern de, and sorry ferr causing uu so much problem.
uu are always my angel! OPS. hahas, his always there ferr mi from last year till now and FOREVER!

2008-08-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

its TIME ferr mi tu put everything down :)

my hp no. will change within this few days?
2 - 3 days?

LETTERS has already wrote,
its TIME tu let uu noe the true.
WE will nort see each other anymore,
memories of u has already gone forever.
it WILL NORT be back anymore.
onces its GONE, it will GONE FOREVER.

idunbelieveloveisforeveranymore.

2008-08-13T03:31:00.001-07:00

NEW BLOG!

Finally done.
Toopiid JACK...
WHATS DID U SAY?
LOL.

Its my new life and i'm gonna change my hp no. soon
Will update u guys again.
BYE, GOOD NIGHT!